Pretty much the same, I just feel like I want to plant flowers and saplings of trees everywhere.

Ah I see...it seems like a case of amnesia. I can totally understand that. My memory isn't as good as used to be. Sometimes memories do come back as fragments, deja vu, flashes, and dreams. Sometimes it doesn't feel real...I fear of forgetting myself, so I meditate to try to stay in the present.

How about your mother and father? I don't have one. I was an orphan and so are my siblings. You don't remember them either? Anything at all?